rebirth

Saturday, February 6, 2010



The golden fruit


Slowly with a blink
It passed the Pearle’s gate
Salty, wavy and somehow mixed with pain
It’s strange to my tongue

Strange to my tearsEven thoughts surprisely it mixed with my veins
Something from the past
Something inhaled the dirt of my land
Something I would call a holy taste
Something likes the shape of my heart

My heart was hammering inside my lungs
A tear lost its way in my eye
A weird feeling shocked my bones
Happiness s what I thought about

A fairy in her golden gown
Shuttering like a mirror to a million smile
Adam lost Eden for an apple
And I may gain it with an ancient olive branch



 

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Joyce, 1966

      Last night while I was sleeping I dreamed in a woman, a strange woman from the 60’s. The hair cut the outfit even the necklace around her neck was pointing to one era, the sixties with no doubt. For the first time my dream was in black and white! Like an old movie.

      The woman in my dream was sitting on a balcony or something like that because I saw the tops of some cypress or pine trees swinging by the wind behind her. In the dream she was a famous person, like and actress or something like that, I thought that I am getting an old image from some old movie,especially because I watched some black and white movies lately. But my eyes didn’t recognize her face.

     Suddenly a name popped out in the screen of my dream! It was a name written in dark yellow. “Joyce” that was the name and it was followed by a number “1966”. I woke up, during the day I forgot everything about the dream, but when I came back home I just remembered all the details, so I decided to goggle it to find out what does it mean.

     I typed in Google toolbar “Joyce 1966” I found that it refers to some hurricane. I wanted to see if I can find out some other information from the name and the number rather than a hurricane. I looked at the titles that appeared to me and three or four of them was carrying the two words” Joyce…..1966” as they were related somehow together.

    I entered on of them and it was talking about a famous writer called “Joyce Carol Oates” nothing special in it I can find a million one under that name right! I started to read the article under a picture for the writer in her seventies. My eyes went looking for the number 1966 between the lines without finding any trail for it. Until I found it saying: “a new collection of 36 stories written between 1966 and 2006 is a welcome addition.” But I still wasn’t sure if it was what I am really looking for. So I decided to try for the last time, and I did. I put her name in Google –images, there was a lot or pictures for her, I kept pressing “next” until I found my lost.

        The same face, the hair cut, the same necklace, everything was the same. She maybe was in her twenties maybe. Just like my dream...



Even if it was a coincidence, I had the chance to meet a famous writer in my dreams! And maybe I will start reading for her… who knows…






They ran to hide


We were lonely

Playing around a tree

Smelling roses

And eat honey

With no fear

A sound from the clouds

Taught us to sleep at night

A sound from the sun

Planted love in our hearts

The sky was blue
The birds were free

And we both lived with no fear


Until one day

The sun disappeared

And a sound from the sky

Shouted in fear

What have you done"?

We crawled to hide

Between the leaves we cried

He covered her eye

And she covered him with her smile


The sky turned red

Like the blood

In their veins


He screamed and shouted

“She taught me how to lie”

“How to hide”

“How to use my mind”

“She gave me the truth”

“For that I ran to hide”



She lifts her eyes

They were red and dry... and cried

“The snake taught me how to smile”

“How to fight”

“How to cry”

“The snake taught me How to die”



A light from above

Hit the ground

Hit their faces…

They turned white

Wind pushed them outside

Wind closed the gates behind…


Emile Saba